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Being awake all night is so draining. I sleep during the day now bc my cat is so sick
What’s it like to be with someone who doesn’t hate your guts and want to hurt you when they’re mad about anything
maybe the reason i never trust my instincts is because i don’t want them to be right, not because i don’t think I’m right. I’m living in denial and it just hit my consciousness so i guess the real question is will it make a dent or will i slide back into oblivion? It’s not like i don’t actively know all of this shit but somehow it stays in the background and has little effect on my actions
D’oh 😣
I just realized i write here as if it’s private haha i don’t feel connected to Tumblr at all here. If anyone is reading this they should probably know that even if this reads conversationally, this is the only time I’m speaking to you.
It’s been two years since my father passed away and I’m going to try and start managing my grief as i am pining for the past basically constantly and this is no good
Ashes still they fall fall fall
I stand outside under Broken leavee
Always and forever more
Together Dead and lonely
I thought i couldn’t do this without you
What can i say (intermittently)